I'm Not OK ft. The Sad Lads Lyrics

I've been feeling like I'm turning into something

You could never imagine, but maybe it's always been inside

Guess I drank the poison, and I've got a confession:

I savored it 'til the end, I just can't hide it

Don't cry for me, 'cause I won't for you

And I destroyed my being for the last time

And maybe that's why I haven't been feeling like myself lately

I'm killing myself every day

And I'm kidding myself, 'cause I'm not okay

I've been drinking lots

I've been thinking thoughts you might consider selfish

I couldn't give two shits about you

I'm through with drowning in my own existence

Nothing remains if I just fly the fuck away, for real

I've got a new revelation: I lie to feel

Don't cry for me, 'cause I won't for you

And I destroyed my being for the last time

And maybe that's why I've been feeling more like myself lately

I'm killing myself every day

And I'm kidding myself, 'cause I'm not okay

I feel it crawling through my skin

Oh it chills so real

It's been gnawing at me

Finally, I gave in

'Cause I've been not okay

I'm killing myself every day

And I'm kidding myself, 'cause I'm not okay