MILLION NIGHTS Lyrics

Why I'm booted up outta my brain, but this shit don't be hittin the same

Won't believe it I said I'm insane, thinkin that I'm gon change

Guess it's a life of pain, pour the tris like rain

I'm gonna ride out the storm, it's nothin I ain't did before

Heart racin I'm pushin the gas, I'm prayin to god I don't pass

He told me why you never pray, but you still expect me to save?

Know that I got way too much on my plate that's the reason I'm never gon stop

My momma jus told me she worried bout me cause she found out I'm sippin on wok

I look in the mirror and I get a feelin that I never felt not before

I feel like I'm outta my body am I even real? Lately I'm never sure

I had to go tell my sister my nephew shouldn't look up to me cause I'm not a role model

A pint in my cup it ain't nothin to me I'll bool on my own smack a whole bottle

Then I might go fuck onna model, all gas no break might crash but I'm gonna drive with my foot on the throttle

And I don't give a fuck bout tomorrow, one day swear you ain't gon see me, I put onna mask and it's easy

I cant even smoke me a beezy, been chasin a high that I'm never gon get and I still cannot find out the reason

That's the reason I can't let nobody get close cause I can't take em leavin

And I like everybody scheming, I be feelin like everybody plottin, I be feelin like everybody watching

I be feelin like everybody lie, so I won't even waste my time

So I won't even break of a dime, I said fuck it I'm crossing the line

Give a fuck it's my life, my time, my wrongs my rights

And my loves not mine, but I can't get her off my mind

I feel like I'm gon die, might just OD on the side, ignoring all the signs

Cause I like gettin high, high, high

Cant take it slow, I was never like this why I changed I don't know

MDA, MDMA, was hopin for flowers feel empty in May

Been broken for hours, been choking for hours, know I might just die know I may

Now I'm feel like I'm stuck with the drugs and lust but it's just all I know how to take

And I could give it up but just knowing my luck I'll just fall right back in anyway

I just don't give a fuck, I'm in love with the lust I don't ran outta trust for my brain

So tell me you gon pick me up, just tell me you gon pick me up, cause I got a feeling you'll leave me in the rain

I know that I can't get enough, it never feels like it's too much, so why don't you just

Leave me anyways

I never even ever wanted you to see me walk like this, or even hear me talk like this

Or see me nod of like this, it's true this the life I live

And this is the price I give, the price I pay, and I justify it all cause I still wake up and get paid

We all gonna die anyway

We all gon die someday

Might go fly away

Might go

Might go

I'm gone

I'm gone

When I'm gone