For the Toast Lyrics

I hear them whisper in my ear, they want some fear

Hatin' niggas eatin' off my green like they some deer

So I put cheers up for the toast

I ain't never bragged about nothin'

I had nothin' mixed with hope

Shit, I done got so used to drowning' it be hard to stay afloat

And I've been in and out of boundaries

Good and bad, been makin' jokes

About the shit I shouldn't

Doin' what I learned from all my folks

I ain't no trigger pusher

Smart enough to know which way to go

But I do heavy smoke

Fillin' up my lungs

Until I'm back to where a nigga float

I done seen some family serve a pack

To dodge eviction notes

Just seen my nigga losin' some of his threads

I tried to sew it closed

The burden on my back, keep comin' back

This shit a heavy boulder

Shit, I feel like fuck a sober

When the green a steady, mental potion

Nigga, touch my brother or my sister

I could split you open

Nigga, touch my

I'll get you sleep, don't need no melatonin

I'll put my people on my back, until a nigga foldin'

Just had some convos with my pops

That got my eyes on open

Just seen my brother shoot the rock, he look at me like Kobe

See how the fuck you think you know me

I don't barely know me

They sendin' love, I'll send it back

If I feel that, it's phony

And I'm bringin' burn bridges to the city

I'm forgiveful

Everybody's sinful

That's why I be forgetful

Don't too many know me now

But I'll be poppin' like a pimple

If she don't want me now

But want me later

Ain't that simple, and that's bottom line

Add me and my homie pain together

Now we traumatized

Think that's why I rock

With some of my niggas

We got trauma ties

No, you couldn't even rock

With none of my niggas

You don't share no pie

What you think I learned

This shit in class

I was with my niggas dividin'

Now I'm learnin' to conquer

I been a monster

They can't keep me quiet

Hop up in the 4x4

Let's go

They don't even wanna see me drivin'

Nigga, all I did was learn to seek

You ain't even gon' see me hidin'

I'm bout my cake

I ain't even gon' play

You ain't even gon' see me slidin'

This nigga a special presidential

Boy, I shit on Biden

Bout three of my niggas

Up in this whip

Not one of them law abiding

Nah' I couldn't even lose

Not none of my ties

Them the niggas gon' keep me smilin'

My niggas won't change

Unless I change

And that's real

Cousin caught up with a case

He playin' deal or no deal

I wish he'd see it

A little clear

But all he see is the field

Shit, if I keep it real

Can't even blame it myself

Cause it be hard needin' help

To be evolving yourself

Without a father to help

Or just a role model shell

So when you locked

If no one got you

I'll be sendin' you mail

God been throwin' rocks on me

But I'm prepared for the hail

Tryna clearance what I'm fearin'

Discount with a sale

If I go learn from every loss

Then how the fuck I'ma fail

Seen a nigga serving rock he on the block with the Zales

Nineteen, dreamin'

Like I'm in a coma for years

I bleed then you bleed

Cause ain't no bitch over here

Like to talk about my ex

Cause she the bitch of the year

DM's tellin' me to drop

They need some shit for the ear

I been dealin' with this blockage

And the nonsense I hear

I been goin' in and out of shit

Decisions can kill

I just take it to the chin

A street fight in the brain

Been known that I'm a dog

But ain't the type you can tame

Bein' known that I would ball

Since I was a jit on the pavement

Made that call and bought two more

Already played for the Ravens

Made a call when I was bored, his shawty' loving my playlist

People askin' why I rap

Look at these pictures, I painted

Fucked around, and got creative

Off the times I was faded

Light skin buck six

And givin' good entertainment

To any bitch who wanna slide

Tryna find what I'm sayin' is real

Wanna slide

Tryna find what I'm sayin' is

Wanna slide

Tryna find what I

It's real