I never really learned how to have emotions

I bury things that hurt me

Cause I know I won't be heard

That's why I

Got confused when you actually noticed

I never accept the consequences

Always find a cause and now

I'm damaged in a way I'm scared will never be changed

Cause I never had the hand to hold me when I was afraid

And I

Walk in

Not feeling anything

I tip-toe through the nails I spilt all over the floor

You got mad

At something that I said

I get mean when I get scared that you'll walk out again

And leave me

Just like I've always known

Everybody that I've loved has always come and gone

Or hurt me

Just to prove a point

Everybody that I love has always come and gone

I never really learned how to feel emotions

They turn into explosions

Now my fears are set in motion

And I'm damage control

I'm over-emotional

Can't stop myself from letting little things destroy my ego

Am I relatable

Am I likable?

It's feeling like the opposite

Can never take a compliment

Please don't change your tone when you're talking to me

I'll never understand and think you're tired of me

I walk in

I'm feeling everything

I run straight through the nails I spilt all over the floor

You got mad

At something that I said

I get mean when I get scared that you'll walk out again

And leave me

Just like I've always known

Everybody that I've loved has always come and gone

Or hurt me

Just to prove a point

Everybody that I love has always come and gone