Letters to Myself (Radio Edit) Lyrics

Writing letters to myself

To myself and no one else

Don't know if they'll get delivered

Time will tell

I know I'm not doing well

Like the ice will never melt

In this never-ending winter

Freezing in hell

Ooh, how do I believe in

What I really can't see yet

How does anyone make a bet like that

Ooh, I want to believe but

There's always something stopping me

And that something is me

I don't want to be here

But I don't want to leave here

Don't know what's wrong with me, clearly

I'm still confused

'Cause even if I know which way to go

I just get stuck in saying no

Even when my mind knows the answer

My heart won't get there any faster

Won't get there any faster

Writing letters to myself

To myself and no one else

Don't know if they'll get delivered

Still I might as well

Ooh, how do I believe in

What I really can't see yet

How does anyone make a bet like that

Ooh, I want to believe but

There's always something stopping me

And that something is me

I don't want to be here

But I don't want to leave here

I don't know what's wrong with me, clearly

I'm still confused

'Cause even if I know which way to go

I just get stuck in saying no

Even when my mind knows the answer

My heart won't get there any faster

Crying that I still need help

Cut up by all these letters to myself

I'm sorry I'm still not ready, 'cause honestly

I thought I'd be in a better place

Even though I know it's not a race

I just got to get myself steady

And hold on, whoa

Hold on, whoa

Hold on, whoa

I'll hold on

Sincerely