Shit Show Lyrics

Step One

Step One

The disease of addiction to me is the complete control of my life given to the obsession

The compulsion

Of engaging in pleasure seeking activities such as drinking

Drug use

Food consumption

Sex

Love

Trichotillomania

Cigarettes

My phone

Seeking at all cost

Losing everything wholesome in the process

My family become stressed and disillusioned

Girlfriends walk away

Friends stop bothering

Etcetera etcetera etfuckingcetera blah blah blah

It's all fun and games

Champagne on the plane

Until it's Cocaine in a Maidenhead premier inn

One loses a bollock and then the next

Until I'm very very nearly cutting off mine

Cutting up lines

I'm treading around landlines like princess Di

Phone a taxi off the landline wave bye bye

I just hope that you see and that you don't soon die

It won't be the first friend's coffin that I've stood by and cried

What a shit show

What a shit show indeed

What a shit show

Shit coke cut with speed

What a shit show

What a shit show indeed

STOP

This ain't a blip it's a fucking relapse

On the back end of a bag crying in to a bottle

How judgemental

How self centred of me

I thought this was supposed to be about our recovery?

Blame it on me why don't you

Blame the drugs

Blame her for starting it

Blame everyone other than you for losing the kids in court

Drugs bought

Given up giving up

Quick snort without a thought

Tala love I'm gone

I'm out the fucking door

What a shit show

What a shit show indeed

What a shit show

Shit coke cut with speed

What a shit show

What a shit show indeed

The period of resentment subsides and I'm alright it's time to talk real

Be frank and honest

Before my sanity you try and steal

There's no way I'm coming down with you

All full of false cocaine charisma

And chlamydia

In this glorified padded cell hotel room

The calamity of this sends shivers down my spine

You've fucked up your life again

Now you're trying to take mine

Down too

No sue no way it ain't fine

And about the resentment

I'll try fucking harder next time

How judgemental

How self centred of me

How resentful

Hypocritical of me

What a shit show

What a shit show indeed

What a shit show

What a shit show indeed

What a shit show

Shit coke cut with speed

What a shit show

How judgemental of me

How judgemental of me