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  • Genre:Metal
  • Year of Release:2023

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You say your ex is pathetic and jealous of your situation

Pay my own house, car, music gear, and no surgical alterations

Just cuz you don't say my name you think you can get away with what you've been sayin' 'bout me

But I got loyal friends who tell me everything they see!


Brag that you went from working wages an now you're a business owner

While your new husband's works full time, he's paying all your bills for ya

At least while dancing you support yourself and your kids, well mostly

Except for all that borrowed cash for the rent that you still owe me


'Say POV pathetic ex shows up to see your so-called band

'Didn't mention I'm only there because you begged to borrow my amp

I've known your bandmates for many years more than I've know you

Never regular at even one club, your own brother won't even play for you


Attend your Christmas party, build your son's bed, tutor him in school

Those are the things kinds of things you ask an abusive monster to do for you

You ask me to do all that after we broke up, your new husband's house you moved in

Goes to show calling me abusive monster just another lie the in shit pot your stirrin'


Call me a cheater but that's just the pot callin' the kettle black

I saw the vids he sent you and the pics that you sent him back

I'm not perfect, rapped 'bout that already in another song

You're negotiatin' with jerk-offs outside your strip club and you say I'm wrong?


Recused you after you're mollied, next morning I rescued your car

Rescued you after you're roofied and woke up groggy in the parking lot

Paid to get your car out of impound after I rescued you from jail

Rescued you when you were held hostage, I'm always there for you without fail


PTSD traumatized by you, that's why I'm texting other women

But no, you think I'm unfaithful and I only wanna hook up with them

Call me a cheater after we fight just cuz I'm talking to other girls

After our first fight, you fucked two different guys in next 48 hours


Taking pictures of bruise, sayin' "look what my abusive boyfriend did to me"

Truth is you tripped when I wiggle myself free when you tryin' to restrain me

You just can't get past that, just mad at, the fact that, so fast that, your trap that

No matter how much you hit I won't hit back


Provoke you til you lose control so they can play the victim

Blame you for you reaction, it's called manipulation

Toxic, Psychotic, Pathetic, Sociopathic, everything that you say that I am

Suddenly on this campaign, online to smear my name, Toxic, Narcissistic, Abusive, Monster!


Gave your son his first computer, mowed your lawn, errands, school, and dishes

My security deposit doesn't cover all the damage to my home that you did

Service is a love language, just like the business websites for you I made

You just sell a little of my band merch and you argue that you should be paid?


I was there for you at your dad's funeral but you weren't there for mine

Gun responsibility he didn't teach you, those rounds in my breezeway that you fired

Got a misdemeanor, eviction, police found your shells for your unlawful discharge

Your the reason my landlord installed cameras and don't allow firearms!


The woman you thought I was cheating with you shot up her car with your gun

Five rounds of bullets in her car door, looked like you had yourself some fun

Force your way into her apartment, stupid drunk, convinced there that I'm hiding

Trash her apartment like you did mine, one more thing that you're denying


Never held a gun in my life until I wrestled yours from my head

Not the first time our date ended with another man in your bed

Trash my house, pull my hair, or you threaten me with suicide

I can't force out my way out your door cuz police always take women's side


And the dog that we adopted and you never let me see her

Years later an ultimatum or in a open field you gonna free her

Hassle my mom when said by previous owner that she's abandoned

My mom's only telling the truth about what had really happened


Now I know your suicide threats were just a way to manipulate me

I was stupid to take you suicide threats seriously

You cut yourself right in front of me just trying to get a reaction

But your action, is distraction, from the fact that, I won't backtrack


When we argue I wanna leave so you block your bedroom door

Hold me prisoner in your room while you pummel me to the floor

I escape out your bedroom window and out into your yard

Then find you in the driveway laying down in front of my car


When I'm trying to drive us home safely, stop arguing I ask you nicely

But you won't stop provoking, jump out, then lay down on the highway

You tell lies that I've hit you and other physical abuse

But I've never struck once and that's the motherfuckin' truth!


Provoke you til you lose control so they can play the victim

Blame you for you reaction, it's called manipulation

Toxic, Psychotic, Pathetic, Sociopathic, everything that you say that I am

Suddenly on this campaign, online to smear my name, Toxic, Narcissistic, Abusive, Monster!


I watched my dad walk out on my mom as he's waiting for her to calm down

From him I learned my coping mechanism for anger, it's never gone wrong now

But with you and your gun, give an ultimatum when I try to walk out

Your new husband knows it's an empty threat cuz your whole world's inside his home now


You can hop online, call me a monster, and all the ways I did you wrong

I don't do name-calling, ain't called you one name in this whole song

You can talk all the shit you want, people just think you are being derogatory

But with this song people hear my side, I'm telling my untold story

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