Trials Lyrics

Going through trials, it never stop me

Why I'm alone, they said they got me

I'm on the frontlines, nobody beside me

I gotta climb a mountain, but it's rocky

I'm one of one could never be a copy

This ship sailed never getting docked

My heart closed, it came with a lock

Been through a lot a blessing, I'm alive

My brother don't know how the fuck I survived

I hate that I would used to lie

Ain't got no team, only I

Gettin' these blessings from God

It's like I'm wearing a rosary

Just like clay, came out the mold

Changed my behavior, this shit getting old

Found a new approach, I'm in a different mode

Anything holding me back, gotta go

This new version of me got a heart like gold

But a nigga used to be a bad person

I used to leave good woman hurtin

I got stuck in a cycle of hurt

Like a grave digger, digging my dirt

It's not up to me, it's not what I prefer

I lost my one, there's nobody like her

Tryna see from a different angle, like Kurt

3.5, take me off of the earth

SSRI, hit me like medicine

Wanna be alone ain't going let them in

Evil takin' over, who let the devil in

Probably thinkin' I'ma never win

Be facin' trials and tribulations

Uncle Ruckus, I don't want no relations

They be judging my situation

Presents the need for conversation

Going for what I'm owed, it's mine for the takin

In my heart ain't nobody home, this shit feel vacant

Going through trials, it never stop me

Why I'm alone, they said they got me

I'm on the frontlines, nobody beside me

I gotta climb a mountain, but it's rocky

I'm one of one could never be a copy

This ship sailed never getting docked

My heart closed, it came with a lock

Been through a lot a blessing, I'm alive

My brother don't know how the fuck I survived

I hate that I would used to lie

Ain't got no team, only I

Gettin' these blessings from God

It's like I'm wearing a rosary

Just like clay, came out the mold

Changed my behavior, this shit getting old