Playing Kid Lyrics

I'm playing dumb

In the back of the bar

So I'm not talking

I'll drink enough

And act like I care

Is that so shocking?

I've been waiting for a moment

But every one always keeps letting me down

I'll play with my emotions

Everyday just to feel something

And I don't have it all figured out

I wish someone would just tell me how

It's unfair how you fill me with doubt when I'm trying

But I can't find a way out

I know that

I'm broken

When even the best days I'm hoping

For more than

The motions

They're holding me down

I'm playing kid

At my old house

And I hate that

22 feels like this

With all these setbacks

I've been waiting for a moment

But every one always keeps letting me down

I'll play with my emotions

Everyday just to feel something

And I don't have it all figured out

I wish someone would just tell me how

It's unfair how you fill me with doubt when I'm trying

But I can't find a way out

I know that

I'm broken

When even the best days I'm hoping

For more than

The motions

They're holding me down

Holding me down

Holding me down