FRAME OF REFERENCE Lyrics

1966, out the womb then handed off

Fake fam, but fuck it, this the kickoff

Head to Chi-town, where we stay down

Mama' run a restaurant, where she make pounds

Sellin' hot dogs, and the beef ground

Mobs patrol the block and assure it is a safe town

But this ain't where, I really get down

More of a daddy's boy, its less noise

Talking sports, quickly dropped toys

Many different schools, had to keep my poise

Dad was my best friend

But my brother he annoyin'

I'm enjoying, what dad teaches me i'm deploying

How to stand up for myself and things of that nature

Til' one day things started heading south

My daddy sick, and best believe I'm the one to help him out

11 years old bathin' my old ass dad and giving him shots

Wake up at 5AM to take care of him

Then head to Catholic school where it sucks

Nuns scolding me cause' I'm lefty hand man what the fuck

Then head home, and probably fight my brother

He a lazy bitch, and yeah he a sucker

Don't help wit dad, and he always mad

Man i've had, enough of this shit

Dad getting worse, he can barely see

And i'm not a fuckin nurse, scared it's not long

Before he end up in a hearse, trying my best

And preparing for the worst

Then one day, we at the hospital

Doc see the gangrene on my dad legs, said we need to amputate

Or that's it, my dad life over

Choice should be obvious, nothing to fight over

But that's what you would think, turns out dads really stubborn

Don't wanna live if he can't even feel the rubber

Crying saying please don't leave me and my Mother

He said goodbye

03, I got 3 kids

But unfortunately, I had a split with their mother

One sister, and her two brothers

They all good but I pray that they don't suffer

Living my life, hope I find a new lover

But it just seems like it's lies in this world

Bout' a decade ago I found out my mom wasn't my real mom, info dropped like a bomb

I'm still shocked, how they hold all this back and have this expectation of me to be calm

Feel so cold, dad turned out to be an asshole

And mom was a hoe

Think her address was the road

But hey, this the makeup of my soul

Manager at a dealership might think Lambo or Rolls, but no

Nissan, not a bad job but it really takes a toll

Dealing with these fake fucks all fuckin' day

Til' one day, I met a sweet lady

So sweet

Dark green eyes, and she wasn't shady

Who knows if it works, but maybe

1st date, she said that she want a baby

I'm thinkin' she crazy

But I got nun, let's just have fun

Til' one day..she tell me that we gonna have a son

She so excited, I freeze up and act like I'm delighted

How I tell my other kids

How will the family ever be united? To what extent will I even be invited?

These the things, that is dwelling on my mind

No-one to talk to so I just disappear for some time

Everyone worried but I apologize and it's all fine, next thing i know new baby crying

Love him but if I said it's perfect I'd be lying

It's so early but the love is fading for his mother

Don't wanna' be around that much need a cover

How about my brother, Still a dumbass that I say I need to visit

But that can't be it, how about my mother

She old and and plus she got a sickness, dementia

I'll drag this on for as long as I can, and lie to em both, I know that it's cold

But i just can't seem to give 'em each what they need

Can't let go of this bleeding

This love and trust that I'm needing

A good partner i'm ceding to being

2023, it's Proch, it's me

I fear God, now i'm on a winning spree

God told me to forgive and let it go

So i made this song to let it show

Yeah, yeah i know you lied

Removed me of a guide, yeah

Made the fam cry, yeah

And no apologize, yeah

Cause' you filled with the pride

Yeah I feel that, cause it make me who I, I

Yeah, really yeah I'm tired

All those times I tried

To get it all fixed

When your stories all mixed

And act like your proud when your favorite I eclipsed

Without a need for a glitch

Really i pray for ya

I forgive you for your sins

Just hope know your soul is in question

To every man and woman that is filled with hate

Eating you up, when you already got a full plate

Yeah, clean the plate

God tryna show you to the gate

Pain is a must, might seem like a rape

How you think Maria became a saint

So when you feel bad, sit there with a straight face

Without a complaint

It's all in the name of the great

Trust the almighty and believe in his fate

In your own state, or even abroad

Cause' we fear God!

The different points of view you get when you change your level of magnification

That is to say, you can look at something with a microscope and see it a certain way

You can look at it with a naked eye and see it a certain way

Look at it with a telescope and you see it in another way

Now which level of magnification is the correct one

Well obviously, they're all correct