Life on Film Lyrics

My life is like a movie

The song always stops when I arrive

No way you're gonna stop me

I made sure that I took my time

I met this fella backstage last night

He said he was going to make me so proud

Should I be worried or should I feel alright?

I saw his evil smile as he waved goodbye

He's buying me rings and expensive perfumes

He said that's what it takes to make me brand new

He said I'm a treasure he wants to hire me

But I ain't fake like the ones who are on TV

He said I'ma make you a star just wait and see

"You're never gonna find no other like me"

But I don't wanna live inside of a dream

I would rather die shooting a scene

Don't wanna love somebody who doesn't love me

Only wanna kiss somebody who sees what I see

Don't wanna waste the time I don't wanna explain

I wanna be with someone who knows how the game's played

One step out of my comfort zone

And it's like when I left

I took your heart out of your chest

And in my head I always try to forget

Forget, forget, forget

A different beat I'm sitting in my own tree

Looking down on a concrete jungle

And I can't grasp it how it repeats in my mind

What it was like back in time

When you were still mine

Now I can't spend my time

It's like I never knew myself at all

And now this guy buying me flowers

And standing in the hall

When I come home at night he's there

And not out with somebody else

And it really got me questioning

Why my life is like a film

Maybe I am gonna die a youngster

Or will my trauma slowly turn me into a monster

Cause as a woman I'll forever be one of the other

And I might never even have someone to call my lover

I just wanna live my life

But am I really living if I'm doing everything right?

Cause don't we all need some drama in our lives?

Cause it gets pretty boring

Sleeping calm every night

My life on film