Epilogue Lyrics

Got caught slipping

Should've been in bed, should've been kipping

But we got busy and the money was flipping

Sorting ravers, serving kittens

Dishing up drugs to all kinds of mugs

Smoking up on all kinds of buds

Ran out of the drink I was sipping

Wish I would've said, fuck this I'm dipping

So many places been and so many

Faces seen, this shit's obscene

Shit that I've seen in the last few years

Is a nightmare, this shit ain't been a dream

This shit ain't been a laugh, if I didn't write bars

Then I'd have a lot stuck in my heart

Got a lot stuck on my mind, but I don't try and hide it

I pick up a pen and I write

Shit, so let me tell you a story

Without the details cos it gets gory

I should've been in the house, like Corey

But I was out cos the four walls bored me

I was on bits, if you need it call me

Chose my path, won't ever say poor me

Weather in my life was stormy

Spit real shit, can't say that I'm corny

What happened

I was smoking a big fat spliff in my bro's whip

Shit, now there's blue lights in my eyesight

So I'm tryna tell my bro dip

Should have chucked them packs when we could have

Would be alive if my bro did

Shit man, I wish I'd noticed

Now it's PTSD and psychosis, just keep going

Shit

We were outside, two man on a mission

Up late, laid bait, don't do fishing

Wishing I could've heard the plug hissing

Told bro drive, but he didn't wanna listen

Then he died and I went to prison

He left and the old me went missing

Couple years passed, old me, don't miss him

Don't miss the guy that I used to be

Man are two faced, that's not news to me

I was ungrateful back in the day

But now I'm just glad there's food to eat

I don't watch bullshit, there's truth to seek

Demons, still got a few to beat

I write bars for the guys that really like bars

I ain't tryna make you move your feet

Thinking back, why didn't I chuck my phone

It's clear I weren't in the zone

When bro left, I was feeling alone

When grief struck, bare money got blown

It's true

Guess I reaped what I sewn

I'm a dickhead for ever bringing the heat to my home

Still stand strong, I ain't going out easy

Still stand strong, I ain't going out prone

Never

Shit

Always had a feeling somebody snitched

Always had a feeling certain man

That I fucked with back them times was a bitch

Them man are soft but their parents rich

Went jail, not for long, I ain't

Titch

Hope that brudda ends up in a ditch

Said, hope he gets more than one stitch

Nothing more to say for him

But he best hope his mum prays for him

If he gets someone locked for a long time

Then she might have to dig a grave for him

Shit, fingers crossed

I'm ice cold like winters frost

Think the youth need wisdom cos

Right now they're trapped in the system, lost

Dark times

Shit

Bro heard me when they didn't wanna listen

He was the one that told me, start spitting

I loved him and he got my vision

It's a joke, I wish we spoke

Before he made a decision

Death in the van but there weren't a collision

Saw that, thought life weren't worth living

I fell apart

Shit

Had to get out of that mindset quick

Life had me flat on my arse

Like I slipped on a tricep dip

Tried keeping shit under a lid

Tried to erase my mind of the trip

Felt guilty cos Mum still had her son

But I didn't wanna live

It's deep

Shit

I shouldn't be alive still when he's not

Ungrateful for the life I've got

Shouldn't be able to live life now he's gone

I shouldn't write bars if he can't hear songs

Shouldn't go anywhere if I can't bring Con

Tend to keep my feelings hidden

But when I touch mic, know it's on

Bro said Zedz go in on 'em again

Back and they ain't getting rid of me again

Kept it real from beginning to the end

Man I don't want a hoe, I'll give her to a friend

Going in again

Bro told me I'm a wizard with the pen

Free all my bro's still sitting inside

Yeah, free all my bro's still sitting in the pen