days like this (walk to hell) ft. Boyd Money & dawuddidit Lyrics

Days like this I'd end myself, myself

Hey, hey, hey, no no no

Hey, hey, hey

Days like this I'd walk to hell

Good lord save me

I'm your baby

Plus the thin air drives me crazy, crazy

Yeah, and if I could I would

Drive a wooden stake like El Camino spinning doughnuts in my hood

Spokes on wheels, but no will to speak fluent

Life fast, and I crash with brakes leaking fluid

Jesus skin Jewish, not cocaine purist

Make me believe without me bible verses seem true-ish

Buried under tulips

Soul left me shoeless

All my friends are dead, left me with the coolest ghoulies

Younger me was foolish

Wide eyed and curious

Kamikaze kayak rapids too strong to steer it

Stem wilted over heart blackened stirring in Keurig

Barely enduring, as sharp as the mark is I hope it ain't permanent

Defeat meet conceit, we duking out residing in Durham

Headshot lift me up high, my name Jeremy

With my luck, my head stay stuck Chimera

And I lie under morning sunrise, it's still early

Days like this I'd - myself, myself

Days like this I'd walk to hell

Good lord save me

I'm your baby

Plus the thin air drives me crazy, crazy

Wonder if I jumped, would you notice

Can't seem to catch a breath

Pardon do you mind If I stay

Don't wanna over step

Stepping over

Broken hearts, this ain't no kingdom

Soaring over heads

Making beds, that's where we leave em

In the sheets face painted

Straight love, no celebration

Reminiscing on the times when moments were non complacent

Hearts racing with anxiety

Spirit is surely risen

I just hope they ain't mad at me

Pearly gates near in vision

Wish I can rewind

The thoughts I feel in time

And all the moments where my bro lived so divine

Now as days go by, months they seem to pass

Another bad day leaving bodies in a bag

Why I'm so sad cause another one gone

But this time, it's hitting really close to home

So I roll a blunt, play a song to get in the zone

It's hard when you're feeling all alone

Days like this I'd end

Myself

I can't take this anymore

What is my purpose

Days like this I hate myself, myself

I question my own existence

What am I doing here

Argue with my girl

Drink a little bit, drink a little more

She just said the meanest shit, and now she's pushing away I mishandled it

Now I'm looking at my gun (up against the ropes/driving down the road)

Drank a little more

I've seen it all before

Scenes replay in my head like a memory from a past life

It's fine

I can't seem to die in my sleep like my dad right?

Nobody figured out why I'm practicing pulling triggers

Nobody gets it

But I been writing this letter so by the ending you'll know my story from start to finish

My day to day is heavy

If I hadn't stopped drinking so much instead of smoking dope I'd be dead already

Nobody gets this shit

Feels like I'm crying out for help to no avail nobody's listening

Feeling the liquor

I'ma just keep aiming at that nigga in the mirror til I fucking get em

Days like this I'd end myself