Holy Matador Lyrics

Standing tall inside a song

With all the notes inside my head

Every word I've ever said

Every note I've ever read

The loading dock is so long

And I will not sing this song

For anyone that is gone

I guess for now, it's so long

I'm a grave with no name

I'm a horse with no name

A coin inside my hand

I don't even own any land

Holy matador

I will never close your door

The firing squad

Is firing at you

A lifted heart must lift up

When the sea doesn't part for us

I won't block the sun to shine

But my mind is a landmine

I swear I knew it all along

Every word to every song

Every line to every poem

Every time I was wrong

I held you up like a wall that fell

I held you like a waterfall

You held me up in the sewage

You held me with no courage

Holy matador

I will never close your door

The firing squad

Is firing at you

And I won't be a kid again

And that scares me half to death

That I won't ever live again

On Earth but in Heaven