If Only Lyrics

I walk tall and radiate the room

But I'm content on this game of pretend

Reduced down to a grain of sand

The castle struck down by my own hand

While the tide is rushing in

Trapped in my mind, with no escape

I'll fight until I break, I'll fight until I break

Fill the empty space with a crowd

It comes with a certain kind of warmth

A silent comfort to lift the spirits

More than I'd really like to admit

I'll stay until I can't take any more

I figure that if only, I could say what really was on my mind

Maybe, this loss for words was by design

Oh what I'd give, to be set free

If only that's the way it could be

Looking around, at all the happy faces, I must confess

It doesn't matter what I do I couldn't bring myself to talk to you

If only, I could say what really was on my mind

Maybe, this loss for words was by design

Mesmerized the second you walked in the room

But why care, when my tongue is caught when I'm in your view

If only, I could say what really was on my mind

Maybe, this loss for words was by design

Oh what I'd give, to be set free

But at the end of the day, gotta accept the fact

That I'm too worried about all of the qualities that I may lack

Nobody's here to catch my fall

Why should I make an impression at all?