Theprelude. Lyrics

Lately been focused on me

Fuck with me, it'll cost you a fee

I'm not the one or the two, nor the three

All this pain I feel that is on me

She broke my heart and left the debris Had to let it burn to the third degree

It's my fault that I couldn't see

I should've never ever let it be

Feel like life on repeat

Losing friends, but ain't losing sleep

Legally dead, I had to retreat Constantly me, disappointing me

Gave the wrong people all my energy In my mind I'm looking for serenity

Perfect is something I can't pretend to be

Can't allow my mistakes to burden me

I ain't gon' lie bro, I lost my way

I ain't gon' lie bro, I lost the faith

I'm too consumed with my day-to-days I dodge the pain by me getting blazed

I dodge the pain by making her legs shake

I dodge pain by hopping to different states

Mental state too scary to evaluate Contemplate on taking my own life away

Woah, That's scary bro

Can't let them know

This part of my psyche, I can't expose

I rather points fingers at myself Growing up they said real niggas never ask for help

So I'ma go ahead and play the cards I

was fucking dealt

What's the point in all the pain when the only thing promised is death ?