fall equinox Lyrics

The maggots from my trashcan

Crawl over my feet and into the street

It's almost midnight and it's raining

I'm not complaining

It feels alright

The streetlights don't shine like they used to

Maybe it's just the newfound solitude

So I walk home alone again

With everyone's rejects in my hands

Maybe it's just the pretext

Of where I'm meant to be

Oh, finally

I still listen to the same damn songs I learned at thirteen

In the back of my dad's truck going down to to the Chesapeake

I changed so much, but not at all

This happens every year when summer turns to fall

Don't call me daughter, you don't deserve to

My biggest fear is to end up alone and drunk like you

So I walk home alone again

With everyone's rejects in my hands

Maybe it's just the pretext

Of where I'm meant to be

Oh, finally

You yelled at me til I fell asleep

About what you wanted me to be

A doctor, lawyer, or scientist

But all I'd ever be was pissed

So I walk home alone again

With everyone's rejects in my hands

Maybe it's the pretext

Of where I'm meant to be

I guess we'll wait and see

But I'm still the old me

Oh, finally