I'm Not The Same Lyrics

Love is here and love is gone

It can be both, isn't it strange

A broken heart is still a heart

And has value at the end of the day

I know it hurt when you figure out you ain't enough

I know that feeling is so bad when shit ain't the same

So you try to adjust with the tears and the anger you hold back

I question myself, was I doing too much

Tryna be worthy of love

I worked so hard and I thought that I certainly was

Turns out I ain't worthy enough

I think I changed. I think I'm different

Damn, I think I'm twisted by the pain

I keep on thinking about it

Looking back, it's a shame

For better or for worse, I'm different

I am not the same

For better or for worse, I'm different

I am not the same

Sometimes I feel like love is real

Other times I struggle to believe in it

My heart breaks and the pieces will get mistreated

So I fix me

What's a bed of thorns

I sleep in it

Found a metaphor and I speak with it

When my good times turn to bad times

All I remember is the bad times

And I had nights when I missed her more

I'll tell myself that I grieve different

With the tears I shed and the blood I bleed

Dripping on the floor, so I keep slipping

My real face, I'ma keep hidden

I breathe different

My lungs made out of broken glass

Steadily going back to my hopeless past

I revisit, trying to figure out where I fell short

Was my heart a tool just to help yours

Getting revelations that my world ended when the love died

Where the pale horse

I bore my soul, that was my mistake

About to build a wall, about to lock the gate

About to stand watch and remain vigilant

To guard my heart when it's locked away

So I'm loading this weapon, my chosen protection

From demons that live in my broken reflection

I pray to the Lord and I hope for a blessing

When I'm at rock bottom, the cope with depression

Approaching the precipice and it feels like that

Anything can push me over the ledge and

Some notice me stressing

My body language tells you how I feel

Like I vocally said it

I know it hurts when you figure out you ain't enough

I know that feeling is so bad when shit ain't the same

So you try to adjust with the tears and the anger you hold back

I question myself

Was I doing too much

Tryna be worthy of love

I worked so hard and I thought that I certainly was

Turns out I ain't worthy enough

I think I changed

I think I'm different

Damn, I think I'm twisted by the pain

I keep on thinking about it

Looking back, it's a shame

For better or for worse, I'm different

I am not the same

For better or for worse, I'm different

I am not the same yea yea yea

I'm not the same yea yea yea

I'm not the same yea yea yea

I'm not the same yea yea yea