I'm sorry Lyrics

My actions has changed you forever

Blessing turned into a curse

Didn't appreciate my blessings enough

To blind to know what I had

Instead I blew the fire we had

Down towards your knees tasting defeat

With no more will to fight

Your happiness was the moon light

Of my spirit

Floating through the night

Now I'm a lost wondering spirit

Floating around the dark abyss

Counting my time

Sigh when shall I die

Decrease my time

Buy destroying my life

Your love for me was pure as crystal water

Through out time it became toxic

The feelings for me dissolved into disappointment

Crumbing a future with me faded away

Like your love

Disbelief my dark side

Your my special demon

Who will tear me into pieces

Fuck me with my regrets

Make me feel ashamed about my actions

Torment me until your satisfied

I'm sorry for destroying you

I'm sorry for playing with your trust

I'm sorry for creating your insecurities

I don't deserve you

I regret destroying your trust

Tried covering up my past

Lie's in top of lies towards there is nothing else to hide

My phone says it all

When you uncovered it

Hard to say the truth as stabbing your delicate heart

Staring into your innocent eyes

Trolling around with your feelings

Stinging you letting the poison run through the blood stream killing you slowly

I was a man of my word

Honesty was my armor

Through out time I became weak minded

Drained you out buy my disgusting and shameful acts

Couldn't follow through my promises

Wanted to rise from my mistakes

Make things right again

Rebirth myself

Yet I failed miserably

Each downfall is worse then the other

I'm sorry for destroying you

I'm sorry for playing with your trust

I'm sorry for creating your insecurities

I don't deserve you

Hate myself for sinning with my eyes

Making you feel less like a woman

Get down on my knees

Cut my eye balls off

Throw them in the ground

Make me eat them

Spit on my face

I deserve to suffer

I deserve to be treated like shit

I deserve to die with guilt

I'm sorry you didn't deserve this