Look in the Mirror Lyrics

I ain't got time

To deal with these traumas inside of my head

Get out of my mind

Can't look at my face when I look in the mirror

I did it I tried

To see past the pain, I try not to hate

Yet I'm still alive

A part of me died, way back in 08

What I did? Yeah I done it done looked to the past

I've been working to prove that I am more than that

Never looked to the future off syrup and lean

Was so caught in the spiral, the rapper routine

Now I'm Sovereign and purposeful

Hardened impermeable

I'd never hurt a soul

Call it convertible

Adapt to the seasons, I've weathered the rain

I'm so out of the mud

And Sometimes the son, has to look to his mother

But what he to do when his mother done married another

And left him raise his own brother

I'm sorry I fucked it

I'm sorry to Troy

I'm sorry to pops

I'm sorry I let it all get me so lost

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

Im so fucking tired of sorry

I am trying to be more like a man

But much like I'm Peter I'm Pan

Windy City always chafing my skin

I swear I won't lose all my marbles again

Lost boy trying to learn how to fly

Hooked yeah I was living a lie

Lost boy trying to learn how to fly

Yeah, I was hooked yeah, I was living a lie

Found out I don't know how to fly

And that's why

I ain't got time

To deal with these traumas inside of my head

Get out of my mind

Can't look at my face when I look in the mirror

I did it I tried

To see past the pain, I try not to hate

Yet I'm still alive

A part of me died, way back in 08

I ain't got time

To deal with these traumas inside of my head

Get out of my mind

Can't look at my face when I look in the mirror

I did it I tried

To see past the pain, I try not to hate

Yet I'm still alive

A part of me died, way back in 08

These apples too sour for most

How you like it

Yeah, I'm Matthew to most

Disciple of truth

The proof in the words

Probably never deserve it

How you never heard

Godly I'm selfless in service

Befriended the serpent

These apples too sour for most

Take a bite let it burn

Make it right like a turn

Make it tight like a perm

Gotta fight just to earn

Wanna die never learn

You are so much more than what you think

You're a universe a human being

The universe is what you are seeing

Seeing you reflected's not a dream

It's a better dream than Martin Luther King coulda seen

Something you ain't got to see to believe

We ain't got time

To deal with these traumas inside of our heads

Get out of our minds

They tryna confuse us, they aim to divide

We did it we tried

We keep going backwards we gotta resist

We're still alive

We gotta fight for the women and kids

We ain't got time

To deal with these traumas inside of our heads

Get out of our minds

They tryna confuse us, they aim to divide

We did it we tried

We keep going backwards we gotta resist

We're still alive

We gotta fight for the women and kids