Blessed Lyrics

I had to talk to God cause today I'm feeling blessed

Knowing that I'm stressed but he keep coming with these tests

Mentally I'm fucked I feel that pain all in my chest

Can't even trust nobody who the realest of em left

Two weeks ago my homie lost his life and I was crushed

Was thinking bout them times when we was young we took the bus

Took care of your fam but them the ones you couldn't trust

Fucked up it happened to you boy I'm full of just disgust

It's only been a week but all my fucks was getting smaller

Outside with the gang and then I heard some bitches holler

Seconds I look up its niggas grabbing at my collar

Five guns don't make a move I started thinking bout my father

Blessed to be alive but it just added to my trauma

I try stay out the way I never get into no drama ,

Cousin told me nigga clear your mind and stack these commas

Whats important is your life and NB coulda been a goner

For some weeks I been in hell and I can't feel a thing but pain

Was I a target cause my name or cause I'm out here with my chain

I got too many circumstances running thru my veins

Just tryna keep a nigga sane I can't control what's on my brain

I had to talk to God cause today I'm feeling blessed

Knowing that I'm stressed but he keep coming with these tests

Mentally I'm fucked I feel that pain all in my chest

Can't even trust nobody who the realest of em left

Two weeks ago my homie lost his life and I was crushed

Was thinking bout them times when we was young we took the bus

Took care of your fam but them the ones you couldn't trust

Fucked up it happened to you boy I'm full of just disgust

If you know what I been thru you know its pain behind this smile

I try to keep a smile but it's some days I gotta frown

Take that shit to heart if you ain't check when I was down

Don't care about your feelings but they quick to come around

They ain't know that I could swim I witnessed niggas let me drown

Keeping saying I'm the King but let them niggas take my crown

And if I had it on me woulda gave them boys a shhh

Lemme stop I said I'm blessed I could be 6 ft in the ground