Tears of Joy Lyrics

I always thought that it was foolish How come all of the movies

Are telling us all these lies Of finding the perfect guy

Look out in the crowd, now I'm living out my fantasy

Demons at my door, but I don't think that they can handle me

I know that life's a gamble, I'm just tryna be a better me

Been fuckin' with this molly, I just ended things with excstasy

I've been tellin' God that he been makin' life so heavenly

Niggas tellin' lies, I guess the truth be sold separately

I don't miss my ex, a nigga never needed no sympathy

Ain't worried about no groupies, I just hope that they remember me

Deep within that water, I've been swimmin' with the sharks

Like Kevin with the love, but she kept shootin' at my hart

Yeah, I knew that I was finished wit a way, before the start

Always gotta keep my tool, no we can never be apart

Wish I could start over and do everything different

It's hard to stay on track, cause we been talkin' long distance

Stuffin' racks inside the tubman, I been in my tunnel vision

R.I.P. I lost my cousin from a head-on collision

Every single day, I'm tryna stack that paper up

Home court advantage, tell the opps stay away from us

I can't take a picture, hoes, be out here tryna frame us

I just bought a Glock with 50 rounds, bout to get dangerous

Came from the jungle, so I had to cop a Jag

Know my niggas down in Tapp, lookin' at shit back then Ian had

I be stayin' humble, ain't really no point in gettin' mad

Tryna stack this money up, be a better version of my dad

Always thought that it was foolish

How come, all of the movies

Was tellin' me all those lies