How Many Times Lyrics

How many times

Aww

How many times

How many times will I end up in this place

Place, place, place, right back in this, right back in this space

How many times will you shove that in my face

Face, face, face, how many times, how many times

How many times will I end up in this place

Place, place, place, right back in this, right back in this space

How many times will you shove that in my face

Face, face, face, shove that shit back, shove that shit back in my face

How many times

Must I be reminded

Of my mind

And how it's kicking my behind

This depression is nothing but a wrecking -

Ball to my reflection, it's a weapon that can go off at any second

I can feel it creeping on me like a mom that's just checking

Until it lands on my head like a bird and then it starts pecking

Start second guessing every correction and fall into the arms of addiction as if I haven't learned my lesson

Shit

I don't need no one to save me

I just need you to stop treating me like I'm crazy

Even though you might hate me

You can't hate me as much as I've been hating myself lately

Take that into consideration while you spew venomous hatred

I'm already irritated, I already feel deflated

I hate it, I put up walls, they breaking

The floor beneath me is shaking I don't know how long I'll make it