Through The Motions Lyrics

I've been going through it

I don't know who's really with me, it gets so confusing

I'm at war within myself, my mind is so abusive

The way I'm living going crazy, it's just so conducive

In this hostile environment, fighting battles inside of me

You could tell me you love, but I still know that you'd lie to me

Told me I would be great, but I could still feel that you doubted me

I still sleep with my pistol, wake up with that on the side of me

I've been through it, I've been getting to it

I cover wounds with hundred dollar blues, it's fixing bruises

I think I need it, stops the bleeding, taking risky cruises

I'm taking risky trips

I know I might not make it home, I'm getting sick of this

I need a four that I can pour, might break this pint of Tris

I was sober for a minute, now I'm kinda lit

I was sober for a minute

Naw I'm good, I'm back, fuck that

Wrestle with demons, can't tap out

I'd pay for some peace I'd cash out

I'm island dreaming, I can see it

Get in my way and get whacked out

I'm moving fast, can't crash out

I needed a job I was ass out

You're a convict, we ain't hiring

Cool, it's back to the trap now

I'm in the streets like my father

But I'm not homeless, I'm ballin

I saw my shot so I shot it

Stay with some Bucks like I'm Giannis

But it's not easy being Keezy and I'm just being honest

I've been going through it

I don't know who's really with me, it gets so confusing

I'm at war within myself, my mind is so abusive

The way I'm living going crazy, it's just so conducive

In this hostile environment, fighting battles inside of me

You could tell me you love, but I still know that you'd lie to me

Told me I would be great, but I could still feel that you doubted me

I still sleep with my pistol, wake up with that on the side of me