Love & Betrayal Lyrics

Love is just a feeling, loyalty will stay consistent

Love is just a feeling, loyalty's the real commitment

Loyalty is real and that don't go away with distance

Sometimes they can switch, one day she there and then she, uh

Sometimes they can switch, one day she there and then she isn't

Trust is sacrificed when loyalty has lost persistence

Persistence goes away when they're rejecting your existence

Then diminishes respect when they don't check in with your feelings

Yeah, they don't check in with your feelings how you feel inside

I cry and hope for better things so I can kill the time

I hope that she apologize, but it's for real this time

Cause this could go forever, back and forth a million times

If I'm honest, I've been mentally corrupted I hit the homie Shawn, it's been a minute since discussions

Had a talk with him about if it's real and why it wasn't

I still smell the perfume inside my room it's pure seduction

Yeah, that's Victoria's secret

Wonder if she got an inventory of secrets

Tryna find the light, but it's the dysphoria frequent

So I'm preaching to my class like valedictorian speeches

Yeah, it ain't no hook, I'm just preaching to all my demons

Teaching innocence when I'm in the Garden of Eden

I care for you, but I just can't let you pardon the treatment

And if you see me hurting, know you part of the reason

Yeah, you not the best to me and somehow every time you still manage to get the best of me

I already know you down, stop posting, tryna pester me

Hurts to say, but I just gotta let memories rest in peace

Yeah, I gotta let them get some sleep

My mental is improving, but my physical is weak

I need the balance, rocky in the pavement

But this is the bigger challenge

Even when I lost my patience, I still would carry your baggage

I've been going through it, need my boy, so I'ma call him

Devoted every single second to you and your problems

You never talked about them, so it's no way I could solve them

Lack of conversation was definitely what caused them

You never tried to help yourself, so I can't help you

It's not healthy to bottle shit up, is what I would tell you

Now you got nobody to vent to since we fell through

I see you sad, I suggest you make time for yourself too

For yourself to be alone

And if you wanna grow, then you gotta put down the phone

You think it might distract you from the pain inside your home

But all that pain is from the inside of your mental and your dome

I get anxiety attacks when I see you on my screen

I get anxiety attacks cause you're not real as you seem

Expecting you to check on me to see how I'm finna grieve

But you haven't even asked, that's something I can't believe

And that's pathetic if I'm being honest

The things I wanna say right now could make me break a promise

The things I wanna say right now could bring a couple commas

You lucky I'm respectful, cause if not, you'd be astonished

You said you need time to yourself and you keep company

You lied to me to get me out your life

Why so suddenly

I knew that you would switch around, but now you not gon' come to me

You're mental health was like my child, now I don't want custody

And you can do it independent

But I know that your pseudonym is miss dependent

The gifts I got for you can't get a refund on those presents

Didn't even let me talk about my feelings, I'm offended

Don't get me started on your friends, they haven't grown up

How you in college and yet your age ain't had a glow up

Know exactly what I'm going through, still decide to show up

I'm struggling on live and you just sit there saying, so what

And you can say what you want about our relationship

I gave you everything no matter what my situation is

And don't forget we called you family

But when I was down and alone you wasn't there for me

Yeah, I don't got much more to say

I just don't understand how you up and leave in a day

When days before you say you in my future all the way

Don't break a rapper's heart, that's the biggest mistake to make

Yeah, cause everything you hear is gonna be about you

You got some petty friends, I can't believe you keep them around you

I can get disrespectful and I don't know if I'm allowed to

But I've lost all respect, I think I'm better off without you

And I know this is something you can't relate to

I really tried to make these things work out, but I can't make you

And if I'm honest, I don't regret anything I gave you

Now I have a reason to say that I really hate

I can't say I hate you I can't say I hate you