neck tie Lyrics

I try so hard sometimes

To tell myself that everything's alright

I've had enough of the lies

You've told a million times

And you can look in my eyes

To see I'm telling the truth

I've got a couple bad habits

That I'm trying to break

And for goodness sake

The worst one is you

I feel sick with a black lung

From all the shit on that tongue

I sorta knew it wouldn't last long

But I was stupid for trying to learn the words to a bad song

Now my throat feels raspy

And all hopes of happy have tiptoed over to the window

I've been low for the last few weeks

And it has me beat

So I'm looking for a fix

I trick myself into thinking it's fine

I mean today ain't the day

But I'll do it better next time

Til the time when there isn't a next time

Until then I'm wearing a noose for a neck tie

I try so hard sometimes

To tell myself that everything's alright

Don't ever come around here again

Cuz you are not a friend

This is the end

I don't care where you go

All I wanna hear is that I'll know

That you will never be back in my life

So get the fuck out

I try so hard sometimes

To tell myself that everything's alright