sometimes i wonder Lyrics

We had it going

Thought we never would crash

Forever I thought we would last

A couple bumps that we had

We patched it up and got back on the road

Another state, another zip code

When we got there it's like you switched souls

Soon as we touched down you switched phones

I tried to talk to but it wouldn't work

With everything I tried tho

It should've worked

You packed your bags up

An told me you were leaving

From the blindside and I didn't even see you

Memories on the wall splatter making space

All my photos and paintings that'll eventually get erased

In due time I'll know what it's like to be away

But right now I stay fronting cause I know my place

Towers being climbed like mountains soaring high

No time to debate cause

It doesn't bring any gratitude or ease my mind

Overthinking it'll just leave me falling behind

Demons trying to come back every time that I hide

Love your life they tell me just love your life

But they'll never understand this pain that I got inside

Come and take my hand

I'll take you so high that you'll never land

Come along with me

Sing my songs with me

Never looking where the problems be

I think you the chosen one

But you ain't willing to change for me

Some days I be hoping for the same

Think I love her but damn maybe I should change

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

They been speaking crazy they be going ham

I've been with you lately it's been all kinds of crazy

Goin 185 in the Mercedes

Why you watching me

You ain't stopping me

Why you talking' to me

All these bitches be coming up on me

But honestly they just don't have the connection

As you and me

Come in my direction

Let's just go an flow with the fluency

I flipped the pages and I got a paper cut

I'm on the final chapter

These words were set in stone

Way before and will be after

I closed this book of life

Thankful for these moments that I captured

They've developed like a Polaroid

Vivid in every detail

Grief comes in waves

I'm tip toeing around the sea shells

Drowning in these thoughts

My eyes tear up

Will I find my purpose

Don't know when that day will come

But I keep my faith and keep on searching

Lately I been feeling like I'm lesser than

Tryna impart wisdom to my seeds

To grow up an be a better me

My heart's on my sleeve

I wear it with pride

But there's a divide that I can't explain

I went and set the bar so high

It's becoming harder to obtain

But still I aim in hopes to reach it

Come and take my hand

I'll take you so high that you'll never land

Come along with me

Sing my song with me

Never lookin' where the problems be

I think you the chosen one

But you ain't willing to change for me

Some days I be hoping for the same

Think I love her but damn maybe I should change

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Come and take my hand

I'll take you so high that you'll never land

Come along with me

Sing my song with me

Never lookin' where the problems be

I think you the chosen one

But you ain't willing to change for me

Some days I be hoping for the same

I think I love her but damn maybe I should change

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder