Bipolar Lately Lyrics

I ain't been happy lately

Cuz shit hit the fan though lately

I think I'm drinking too much and I fear for my health cuz I'm drowning lately

Struggle to get outta bed there's a weight on my head it's not crown related

I Think I've been changing lately

My hearts been changing lately

Cuz dawg Ive been happy lately

I tried but I can't explain it

I feel so grateful I prayed for some things that I feel like got answered lately

I prayed for the day when I get outta bed and my head ain't been heavy lately

I think I've been changing lately

My hearts been changing lately

I question everything

And I really mean it

I often wonder why I gotta live with demons

The pain of living so unbearable

But honestly I know that after searching

Imma find myself some meaning

It ain't enough to be alive I wanna live

I wanna grow old and have a couple kids

Before then I've got mistakes to make

When all is said and done

I pray that that they will be mistakes I can forgive

I pray the lord my soul to take

When I'm happy and I'm old

And I've found my own way

When there's nothing left to say

When they let my body burn

And throw my ashes in a lake

It ain't enough to be alive I wanna live

I wanna see the world and make a couple mil

I'm gonna go there

My money floating

Coz I'm the shit so I'll be alright

I ain't been happy lately

Coz shit hit the fan though lately

I think I'm drinking too much and I fear for my health coz I'm drowning lately

Struggle to get outta bed there's a weight on my head it's not crown related

I Think I've been changing lately

My hearts been changing lately

Coz dawg Ive been happy lately

I tried but I can't explain it

I feel so grateful I prayed for some things that I feel like got answered lately

I prayed for the day when I get outta bed and my head ain't been heavy lately

I think I've been changing lately

My hearts been changing lately

Times I feel close to the edge

And times where it's just in my head

I don't know which one it is

And that shit right there leaves me

Scared

Wish I could say I'm prepared

But life has a way of reminding a nigga the fact that it just isn't fair

Despite all the challenges faced after tripping and falling I'm climbing the stairs

At the top I'm hitting dance moves

Milly rocking when I break through

I ain't been happy lately

Cuz shit hit the fan though lately

I think I'm drinking too much and I fear for my health cuz I'm drowning lately

Struggle to get outta bed there's a weight on my head it's not crown related

I Think I've been changing lately

My hearts been changing lately

Cuz dawg Ive been happy lately

I tried but I can't explain it

I feel so grateful I prayed for some things that I feel like got answered lately

I prayed for the day when I get outta bed and my head ain't been heavy lately

I think I've been changing lately

My hearts been changing lately