LA LA LA Lyrics

I don't talk to my mom as much as I should

Maybe it's for the better maybe it's for her own good

I'm not battling demons or all that corny shit

Just that I can't get up out of bed when I wake up in the morning shit

Neck, Back, Snap, Crack

Manic Hypochondriac

Can't sleep, Can't eat

Fuck a day I can't eat three real meals in a week

Wake up, Fake a chuckle, Give a fuck, Repeat

Adderall ain't working at all

How much further can I fall

Nothing helps, losing memories every day

Losing my time, lost my bike

Dreading the climb, always a hike

The cost, the price

Spending all of my energy for nickels and dimes

The goal is pretty simple; just rise and shine

But like a matte paint job keeps the paint from reflecting

I can color me anything if I'm always selecting the wrong shades

I'll always be in the dark

Sleeping in the AM wake up in the PM the antithesis of carpe diem

Never talking or walking I don't see the sunlight

Bombastic bum drum breaking

Fake it till you make it type of attitude

Is he mad at you? probably not

Busy making up fake suspicious little jabs

Wish he had a little space to move at his own pace

Incase the feeling he encases shows it's face in the day light

Try to save nights for my own time

From my own height and my own mind

Always leave it behind

If you could see in hindsight what I try to get at

Maybe to the blind eye I would never say that

Maybe if I made a milli we can chat in the Maybach

Stay strapped cause I always start to buckle

Clenched knuckles sweat bubbles under my skin

Leaking out like I'm going for a swim

But I can't doggy paddle for long

So for now I continue to sing this song

My conglomerate bombing it like Osama Bin Laden hit

Like Obama to mom and kids or Donald to Africans

Popping like the buttons on a fat bitch need a little cabbage

Eat it up rabbit

Pull it out my hat magic

Skinny like an addict

Got a couple habits

Nothing hard but I'm having trouble quitting

I'm hearing the coughing but my body never listens

To keep it out my system Imma have to keep spitting