I'm Sorry I Don't Answer When You Call Lyrics

I'm sorry I don't pick up the Phone When You Call

For half the time I've known you I haven't known what to say at all

I am sorry I couldn't ever figure my head out

I wanna be the type of girl with no problem letting my hair down

I love you

You know i do

But i cannot attach myself too quick

After what I've been through

I got what i need for the most part

Except the healing of my broken heart

I hold you at arms length

When i would rather have you in my arms

But at the same time i don't want to possibly cause you harm

I am still in the place where I still have self inflicted cuts all over my body

Even in places that are not visible as much as my wrists are

I'm sorry I don't pick up the Phone When You Call

For half the time I've known you I haven't known what to say at all

I am sorry I couldn't ever figure my head out

I wanna be the type of girl with no problem letting my hair down

I want to give you the time of day

But I don't want my trauma to get in the way

I have got suicide idealization disorder

Many times during any given period I want to die

I want to disappear, run and hide

I want to tell you what's wrong too

But I'm afraid you'll leave if it's unveiled I'm blue

Especially considering I keep it under wraps

Like hiding your curly fluffy hair under your fitted cap

That you'd be shocked and claim you never had a clue

I am sorry I couldn't ever figure my head out

I wanna be the type of girl with no problem letting my hair down

I'm sorry I don't pick up the Phone When You Call

For half the time I've known you I haven't known what to say at all

I am sorry I couldn't ever figure my head out

I wanna be the type of girl with no problem letting my hair down

I'm sorry I don't pick up the Phone When You Call

For half the time I've known you I haven't known what to say at all