Anyway Lyrics

Hello, how are you, what's been going on

We haven't seen each other in so long

It feels good to catch up

It feels good to know what's up

You notice the bags under my eyes

I assure you I'm alright

I mean, you wouldn't want to deal with my problems

It's been four years and I'm still trying to solve them

Such a screw up

I'm pretty much a dead beat

There is no saving me

I'm already too far gone

Anyway how bout you, how have you been

Remember all the time we would spend

How's your family, how's your new friends

You really taken your life into your hands

Oh, I wish I could do the same

But so much has been happening

But now I'm happy for you

I'm so excited for you

As for me, I've been fine

Well kinda, I actually need a lot of help but don't mind, don't bother

I'm on the verge of insanity

Someone please save me

I'm skinny as a stick so I over-eat

And that still doesn't bring up my self-esteem

All the cuts and bruises on my thighs

And no one ever, ever bats an eye

Nobody cares

About me or my well-being

I think it's time I stop trying

Anyway how bout you, how have you been

Remember all the time we would spend

How's your family, how's your new friends

You really taken your life into your hands

Oh, I wish I could do the same

But so much has been happening

But now I'm happy for you

I'm so excited for you

It's nothing to worry about

It's not a big deal

I can just mess up and I wouldn't feel anything

I wouldn't feel a damn thing (Not a damn thing)

Everybody talks a lot of sh*t

Don't remind me I didn't forget

That I'm a loser, a burden, a nuisance, a bum

But at least in the end I still got myself

Anyway how bout you, how have you been

Remember all the time we would spend

How's your family, how's your new friends

You really taken your life into your hands

Oh, I wish I could do the same

But so much has been happening

But now I'm happy for you

I'm so excited for you

Just leave me on this wasteland to die

Please I've had enough

Don't worry I'll be gone