Soldier Lyrics

Stuck in your own world, but I'm not your soldier

I'm rolling the boulder and kick it right onto my shoulder

Your mood is mine, like stepping on mines I'm dodging shells, tryna get you heal

Bad thing to be used to

But I can't lose you, even if I lose me too

I can feel your presence and it's poisoning My conscience screaming, let you go

But I don't wanna let you down

Will I feel too much till I feel numb

Or would I talk to you till I feel dumb

Bad thing to be used to

But I can't lose you, even if I lose me too

Hate that I'm used to, apologies past due Hate that you used me and all that I've been through

I risked my life just to know what I meant to you

But you weren't there though and you swim so shallow

I bend over backwards for you while I'm fighting the bends

And I'm tryna help you survive but can't you see it in my eyes I don't feel alive