i wish i knew ft. Lxnely Lyrics

And I wish I knew

That you love me too

That my heart didn't break

But it only moved

To someone new

While you're in the room

And you're drinking

2:00am in the morning

Driving round town

It was my only warning

Showed me all those signs

But I chose to ignore it

Wasted my time

Even thought I was boring

But I chose new path

Away from the pain

And all I've done bad

Let it all out

Even if I weren't mad

Thinking of past

Just makes me sad

But I try not think

About everything else

Lying to myself just makes things melt

Like an ice cube, yeah

I just fell

For your heart

I'd just compel

I'm stripped and I'm cold

Asking what is the point?

You took me back

Puffed me like a joint

Took all of my freedoms

Cant see what's up next

Was Blinded by beauty

Turned to stone

Ima mess

All around me

Surrounded by snakes

Alone in the grass

Can't ever relax

And honestly

I don't know where to go now

Feeling like a candle

Fires bout to go out

You took me out

And you led me to die

Were you at the funeral?

Did you even cry?

I wish I knew

What led to these things

I wish - knew

What mind state you in

I wish I knew

I wish I knew

I wish I knew

Fuck

Writing like a diary

Omitting emotions

Cant put me together

Cause I am past broken

No tape in the world

Could amend all our wounds

Every time that you hurt me

I feel like the fool

Why can't it change

Why can't you be different

Can you know what you want

And stop putting me through this

You tearing me down

Every breath that I take

You put it back

Poisonous snake