I'm (not) ok Lyrics

I thought that we were a match made in heaven

Turns out you don't believe in God

The chance of us meeting was one in a million

The chance of you leaving a million in one

I thought that we were meant to be together

You said you never loved before

I found myself the biggest treasure

But then you threw it all away

I think it's better if I don't see you forever

I don't think that I can see your face no more

You know that I loved you, you know that I cared

Wrote you way too many songs and now I'm hurt

I said I'm sorry for being unfantastic

You've got a heart without a place for me

You know that I will always be there

When times are hard I'll always be your greatest guard

In all of my letters and all of my songs

It's the thought of you that fills them up

And keeps me going strong

Oh you don't know all the things I do to be me

And you don't know what the voices tell me when I try to, sleep

I think it's better if I don't see you forever

I don't think that I can see your face no more

You know that I loved you, you know that I cared

Wrote you way too many songs and now I'm hurt

Now I say that I'm okay, putting up a smile across my face

No one knows that it's all fake

Believe me when I say, I don't want things to change

Why can't I be the one to love

I think it's better if I don't see you forever

I don't think that I can see your face no more

You know that I loved you, you know that I cared

Wrote you way too many songs and now I'm hurt