if you love me let me die </3 Lyrics

If you love me let me die

'cause I just need some piece of mind

Its trying to take my soul away

And this time I'm letting go

'cause I had it

I got habits and they trying to take my soul away

And this damage to my conscious

It makes me feel like I'm nothing to nobody

Am I somebody to you?

Take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon

They say life is just for fun but I been suffering

Way too long now I'm too far gone

I'm making changes to my fucking brain

And I don't trust no one 'cause everyone's the fucking same

You show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate

And I can't tell if this is me or if its just my fate

I guess I can't complain

I'm always in the way

I really need a way out

I'm such a fucking pain

Well thanks for showing me out

'cause it's clear I'm unimportant

All these thoughts inside my head I'm running out of fucking choices

Tryna fill my brain with lead 'cause I can't deal with all the torment

And this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless

And lately I been getting older

I suck at keeping my composure

Every time I keep the silence 'cause I'm mourning

And lately I been tryna fix it but its broken

And I know I don't have the talent I ain't chosen

I'll keep it all inside my head until its over

And if we ever meet again I'll never forget

And nothing ever changes

I'm stuck inside this daydream

And there's no one left to save me

And you know that the feeling's haunting

I'm so hollow and as the pieces fell in place I burned alive

There's no where left to hide

Tell me do you despise me so blindly

So blindly

I'm trying

I'm sick of fighting

There's nothing here for me

Close my eyes let me fall asleep

'cause honestly I'm not the person on the inside out

I look away but I still see the things you're telling me now

Eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all

And by the time they find my body it'll be cold to the touch

I'm making changes to my fucking brain

And I don't trust no one 'cause everyone's the fucking same

You show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate

And I can't tell if this is me or if its just my fate

I guess I can't complain

I'm always in the way

I really need a way out

I'm such a fucking pain

Well thanks for showing me out

'cause it's clear I'm unimportant

All these thoughts inside my head I'm running out of fucking choices

Tryna fill my brain with lead 'cause I can't deal with all the torment

And this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless

And lately I been getting older

I suck at keeping my composure

Every time I keep the silence 'cause I'm mourning

And lately I been tryna fix it but its broken

And I know I don't have the talent I ain't chosen

I'll keep it all inside my head until its over

And if we ever meet again I'll never forget