The Consiglieré's Choice Lyrics

Damn pops how can I watch you in pain

When you gotta watch yo moms wither away on her cane

I know it come wit old age but we all shouldn't feel ashamed

Frustrated by these feelings yo siblings create a cage

Between themselves and each other in this later stage

Of life where our life is a light in the shade

But I'm like it's alright but it's ice in the gaze

As I write am I right To incite on this page

An incendiary thought that's ablaze

l feel comfort in its flames But now we no longer feel the same

It's like underground cave systems connect by chains of darkness

While I pray it won't send you I selfishly want the change

We all gotta take on Stacey but where do we place the blame

Is it fair to share the fair share of hate and disdain

Even if I bought a plane can't get on a leveled plain

Wit yo peoples and you family that peddled yo last name

Let them tell it a derivative of agony it came

A soliloquy of silence and crack cocaine

Left to you to clean those stains I guess the after effects

Had a lasting effect on yo first and last kids brain

Everybody either displaced or estranged

Not to mention our financial stability is strained

Still humility remains futility is utilized in games

But when life then becomes one you become LeBron James

Perhaps the one that's clinically diagnosed insane

Could be padded in an injury free white enclosed frame

Still the mental can't be tamed unless the spirit has been slain

Only a few can refrain in this fam from the devils fame

Is it Genetic Coding inheritance or a phase?

Does that make us the predators we ain't giving no praise

Is this just his conviction we in the wrath of his rage

Of him and us we afraid so being black is a plagued

But giving trust to strays is bringing us back enslaved

But now that's a way when yo safest zone is deranged

In yo home a road has been paved in vain of the unsaved

Even through the scabs and scars you the one that stayed unscathed

How would you feel while you laid a killer sings as he bathes

But that killer is a mirror of ya self as he shaves

Off the idea that killin for his family isn't brave

Or killin a member of the fam that misbehaves

Is such a far fetching thought as far as he can aim

Those emotions is reserved like the army 1st brigade

That you can't separate like the Roman church and state

All of us mess wit death but some of us flirt wit fate

And both got a date as I contemplate what we gain

Pops you know when she go ain't none of us gone be the same

Like when Jamie Bowe left us he let us falter in rain

As they huddled in a puddle of their tears necks would crane

Even if yo name was Bruce I bet yo confidence would wane

Even when we tell the truth you think our honestness is lame

How the fuck we get to you and now our problem is in range

How we solve it is it strange like Steven inside his lane

Or maybe Gwen's act of kindness is somn Paltrow couldn't play

Jackie couldn't get on track like Joyner Kersee on a train

Start wit Barbara Keith ain't have a chance this shit is fucked up fuck