Midnight Angst Lyrics

This feeling downtown

It's how I feel when you're not around

I get high to pass the time

Lining up another night

Staring at the window

Out the car

Thinking bout how life used to be

But it's okay

We're here now and there's nothing I can do

Break the gate, nothing new

Under others guise we get

And I'm in a daze

Everything feels the same

Since you passed away

Colors turned to grey

And I'm keeping myself in the shade

I only feel alive

When I'm in disguise

I wish you were still alive

At least you're not here to see these times

Can't dress up in a suit or a tie

And be complacent with a 9-5

But I wish you were still alive

I don't know how to thrive

Without hiding behind a mask n' tights

I wish you were still alive

I wish you were still alive

No one can see

How it feels to seethe

Separate your effervescence

The bust then you're forced to leave

I'd rather be forced to leave

I'm trippin, I'm movin' different

It's my responsibility

Activist I'm sippin'

Raver girl on Ritalin

And my friends the type to never repent

Shotgun, stalking him down the street

Move the corner, close the gap and

See if he bleeds

I'm not tryna come off as deranged

But if you've seen the things that I've seen then you know what I mean

You know that it ain't a thing

I'm in my own lane moving too different

Fuck internet activism

I take it to the streets I'm on a mission

I'm just barely getting by

When I'm on the 405

And I'm just passing by

I think about you and cry

I wish you were still alive

When I'm on the 405 and I'm just passing by

Trace it, trace it

You talk a lot but you're never gonna face it

I wish you were still alive

When I'm on the 405 and I'm just passing by

I wish you were

I wish you were still alive

Wish you were still on the 405

When I'm on the 405

And I'm just passin by

I think about you and cry

Cuz I just can't imagine a world where you're not by my side

And I just can't believe these times

And I wish you were still alive

I don't know how to thrive

Without hiding behind a disguise

Drive!

Thrive!

And you don't know how to drive!

And you don't know how to thrive!

And you don't know how to drive!

And you don't know how to drive!

Thrive!

And you just don't know

Can't even style (drive!)

Your own clothes (thrive!)

You just don't know

You've always been a clone (drive! Thrive!)

No ideas of your own (thrive!)

No original thoughts of your own

Thrive!