CHAPTER 1 Lyrics

I got a lot of voices stuck inside my head so...

I plead to god if he can fix my mental

Why do i even try to make it out alive

Five long years of me tryna fix my life

I don't know what's going on

But my words are starting to get a bit dirty

They told me the easiest things in life will be far

But that's beyond me

They told me the easiest things in life will be far

But i try my hardest to impress the masses

But i guess that shit is beyond me

So what's your story

I need something to help me Morley

(Morley)

Im up in the clouds

I don't know how much god is gonna take from me

I don't know who done told you this stories gonna be a easy ride

But within the tides of my mind

It's probably gonna be a long journey

(But hey)

Journey, Journey

I don't know what to do with my mind

If i can't think clearly

Everlasting thoughts

I think severely

It was a mere bit of intuition

Or was that just a theory

Your not on my level

So don't step near me

You can do things your way but imma do me

I wish i had blank thoughts

Cause im so weary

With the devil on my shoulder i feel so daring

Slow it down and take a breath

You don't know how to step

I been at my peak for so long

I'm scared of what will happen next

I'm scared of all these demons in my mind

There taking my last breath

I'm sorry mama but i worry what will happen if i ever take my last breath

Oh what a stretch

What this ain't you

You know it is

Boy tell the truth

I'm a lost soul at a crossroads

I'm wandering what I should do

So take a step

Going back

Then take a step right to the left

I know my pops taught me from right or wrong

So I'm never gonna waist his breath

This the new me

Tell me what you think

Don't ever try no (whoa) with me

I take my music to the heart

Thats the only way I can ever be me

I lace my music with my soul

Its the only way you will ever know me

Without my pain behind these lines

You will never truly understand me

I'm a indepth person

I don't why my mind is so damn scary

I wish i could change my ways

But at that point I wouldn't be the real me

Like i said

I'm a lost boy at a crossroads

I wish i had the vocals to hit these notes

I don't know where to go from here

While you take my pic

Imma change my pose

So what's the code?

Oh i don't know

Up down left right

Now that's the code

You can type that in

Then look inside

What you find?

It's the map to hope

I know we're lost

But remember when I told you it was gonna be a long journey

I bet you never thought I would switch up

Like the nigga that dropped soap

Journey, Journey

I don't know what to do with my mind

If i can't think clearly

Everlasting thoughts

I think severely

It was a mere bit of intuition

Or was that just a theory

Your not on my level

So don't step near me

You can do things your way but imma do me

I wish i had blank thoughts

Cause im so weary

With the devil on my shoulder i feel so daring

Slow it down and take a breath

You don't know how to step

I been at my peak for so long

I'm scared of what will happen next

I'm scared of all these demons in my mind

There taking my last breath

I'm sorry mama but i worry what will happen if i ever take my last breath

Oh what a stretch

What this ain't you

You know it is

Boy tell the truth

I'm a lost soul at a crossroads

I'm wandering what I should do

So take a step

Going back

Then take a step right to the left

I know my pops taught me from right or wrong

So I'm never gonna waist his breath

I ain't gonna do it that way

Survey my brain

Rundown mayday parade

Don't need no right

Or what i see in my mind will be my supply

I make my music for the broken

Until I die

Look in my eyes

You see I'm high

I cannot wait for next July

I do not trust Within my heart

But i guess thats the next time it'll reply

Look at me do you think im crazy for the hair that i have dyed

Orbthe tattoos on my face (wow)

You really thought that I was that guy

I lied

I'm a demon in disguise

If you know the real me

Then you'll know that I battle With time