LEAVING Lyrics

I never thought I'd be the one

Baby, you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted

Keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you

Forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me

I never thought I'd be the one

Who's leaving

She's the one that keeps me alive

Through the pain and trauma, I wanna die

Putting so much heart and so much time

If I said that, it never would've worked, but I'm done

I'm tired of the pain

I'm tired, my heart won't hear this time

No way

Could you ever imagine loving someone that'd have turned so senseless

It's been a long year since I got my last fix

Texting on the phone just to end up crying

Tension's getting high and anxiety's been creeping in

I don't wanna love just to end up losing

I'm tired of failing up with the love that I'm proving

I never see the real me, so they end up leaving

That's not something to be proud of

Just wish we could last another season

I'm so damn tired of this torment

Using my heart for it to end up broken

I guess that's something for me to indulge in

I never thought I'd be the one

To find love

And lose it as soon as I get it

I never thought I'd be the one

Baby, you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted

Keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you

Forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy

You gotta believe me

I never thought I'd be the one

Who's leaving

(You)

Wake up every morning thinking I'ma have a bad day

Uploading my thoughts from my brain like a A.K

I don't know what else to do but maintain

I wish I had a sedative to calm my brain

I can never stop thinking it's an endless loop

I need some help, please call in the troops

I'm done with the drug that the devils took

I don't need no love, so play me like a fool

What do you do when you feel like you're about to lose

Lose your mind, lose yourself and your family too

I'ma cry for help while I'm falling to my doom

This song's nothing like what I usually do

I'm better than what I used to be

The difference is I do this for me, not you

I make music for the broken, note that too

Without a outlet, what do you do

I'ma slow it down and catch my breath

Before I catch a halo

My life is an endless amount of torment

But I know I am alive, so I'ma live on

I never thought I'd be the one

Baby, you gave up on us

Even if our love was everything I wanted

Keeping me alive all this time

I never thought I'd find someone like you

Forgive you for the hell you put me through

This isn't easy, you gotta believe me

I never thought I'd be the one

Who's leaving