Love The Pain ft. C-Blanch Lyrics

Like you want I wait for you to save me

You just stand there smiling while I'm breaking

Why do you only love the pain

Give you every part of me worth taking

You come back just so you can break me

Why do you only love the pain

Yeah

I've been working

I've been feeling like nothing's certain

Cut the lights and then draw the curtains

No one sees when I'm really hurting

Picture perfect

What they think I am

Dreams are in the air

But they never land

Hard to let it go

Hard to give a hand

More I let you in

More I break again

All of this time I feel so empty

Look at a my gas tank, been on empty

Running from pain and how it tempts me

Looking for God and hope he bless me

Just gotta keep it real

Pray one day he let me heal

Heart of gold in a box of steel

Keep it going, only thing I feel, yeah

Just look up

Only place you gotta go

Don't give up

I can't count how many times

I felt like I just ain't enough

Only thing you gotta be

Is someone that you love

Only thing you gotta see

Is see how far you've come

I see it more when I drop this pen

Write it down when it hurts again

In my heart is a lion's den

All this pain that I try to mend

All this time nights start to blend

Hurts me more when I let you in

But I love this feeling that you give

Like you want I wait for you to save me

You just stand there smiling while I'm breaking

Why do you only love the pain

Give you every part of me worth taking

You come back just so you can break me

Why do you only love the pain

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Since I was young I felt different

Didn't know why, something was missing

Found it in music

Found it and used it

Started writing now I'm truly living

All started off one decision

When I chose to pick up the pen

Always knew I was destined for fame

But man I didn't know when

Now I'm all in and I'm feeling the pain

At all angles, like a protractor

But I f*cking love it

It keeps me going

I'm the one and only

I'm the benefactor

So aimed at me?

Pull the trigger

Better shoot for the head

Cause I love the pain, I love the rush

Not giving up, not giving in, till the end