Self Reflection Lyrics

Im getting back to my old self wit better ways

I keep a charm on my neck simply for better days

I can't ever let em get to my alignment

Cuz they gon' do you dirty if it get em payed

These last years been hot I had to get away

Too many cooks in the kitchen, serving up dinner plates

All these niggas around me that never fit in place

Take a moment of silence so I could get it straight

Forgive me if I'm always talking bout this pressure that I'm going through

It's always on my mind so I be flowing through instrumentals

After instrumental trynna find the truth

Looking for parts of my spirit I haven't tapped into

I used to sip a crown bottle hidden in my room

Until my headphone music was playing different tunes

Balance work and relaxing I'm always shifting moods

Try to move through the madness without a attitude

Take a look at the world and see it's crying out for help

A bunch a lost souls and they crying out for self

Lookin at stars and trynna find it

Seeing all these lights but getting blinded, by em

So lately I been moving open-minded

I'm trynna make sure we living our desires

Till the grind retires, swear my mind be higher

Redefine, rewire,

Vision up in the clouds

Bout to have a Yeezy moment while I'm thinking out loud

Trynna break it all down, and I'm just thinking bout how

Moving different got em asking what I'm thinking bout now

Trynna live a motion picture, always been in the plans

Got the ball inside the court, I keep the shit in my hands

Now they focused on the rock, but they just don't understand

I'm just trynna hold this shit down in any way that I can

Can't think about the things I always thought it was

I need to see what all this even really is

Cuz even as the camera lens is coming closer

It's really just reflecting everything I did

I really need to see the motion picture big

Feel every emotion, but be emotionless

Or maybe discover what real emotion is

They said what it was, but is it really this??

Is this the whole story and how we really live??

Let's tear down the traditions, be different for the kids

Let's try to build em a world before we bring em in

So they can build it themselves, and really learn to win

Why don't we learn to be the heroes that we always needed ??

Why we complain bout eachother but never find a reason??

We so concerned with impressions, but what's the one we leaving??

Whether we dead or alive, we need to find the meaning