so lost. Lyrics

Shoulda said it from the start

When you looked at me that way, touched me right inside my heart

You had broke every barrier, that I had placed up

Then you left me feeling broken, with a mess to clean up

How I wish, I could know, why it had to be that way

I be thinking to myself, every single fuckin day

When I see you from afar, I can tell that you don't want me

Thinking in my head, why don't I just set myself free?

Always picturing myself, hanging from a tree

Haven't been myself, ever since the 2013

Shit it was so obvious, it could've been foreseen

Feelin so lost, I'm a slave to all the dopamine

I've gotta find out where I'm going

Drifting far away, where my feelings can't be showing

They can't see the real me, nobody can know me

I'm locked up in this room, and these tears are overflowing

Emotions through the roof I know what I've just done

I've burned down many bridges and I did it all for fun

When I see you I'm reminded with the things that I've done

But I think its time to go, its time to shoot me with a (gun, with a gun)

I can't take this anymore, knowing that its over

Always so desperate looking for a lucky clover

My head is so fried it feels just like a hangover,

But you had been my cure, why can't you just stay over?

Shoulda said it from the start

When you looked at me that way, touched me right inside my heart

You had broke every barrier, that I had placed up

Then you left me feeling broken, with a mess to clean up

How I wish, I could know, why it had to be that way

I be thinking to myself, every single fuckin day

When I see you from afar, I can tell that you don't want me

Thinking in my head, why don't I just set myself free?