Laughing Thru It All Lyrics

Stretched out across the bed

As you wonder where it all begins

You smell like you were out

With your friends again,

The Devil left a paw print

Crumbling the wall you built

Sifting through it all

With the guilt you used to

Hang your coat on

And you left the front porch light on

You let them sink your heart again

You said that doesn't happen

They made you build a wall and then

You put yourself inside of it

Up inside of it

Your bedside water's still

Adjacent to your pill

And you left the front porch light on

Your embers dying out

Masquerading clouds

And you're laughing through it all

You let them put you on defense

So a sweeter rain won't fall again

You let them make their mark on your soul

The couple times you thought

You saw the gold

But another broken heart is all you know

And everyone starts moving in

Buying homes and making kids

And you can't help feel more and more alone

You think you'll never love somebody

Without a drink and talking hobbies

Going home and touching bodies

Morning breath and awkward coffee

Your bedside water's still

Adjacent to your pill

And you left the front porch light on

Your embers dying out

Masquerading clouds

And you're laughing through it all

You're left so cold and shrill

When they take away your will

To trust somebody

Let alone fuck somebody

Your embers dying out

Masquerading Clouds

And you're laughing through it all