MONSTER Lyrics

More doesn't always mean better

Whatever the case may be

I haven't felt like myself lately

Cause I leave in a week and a half

And I wanted to talk but can't muster the words

We're going down two different paths

Whether that's for the better or the worse

I'm on the phone late night serenading someone else

She thinks I'm stuck on you cause of guilt

And I gotta work to forgive myself

She's probably right

And in all honesty I wish you well

But I'm forcing myself back out there

Cause staying on you isn't good for my health, no

You're a monster

You're a monster

You're a monster

You're a monster

You're a monster

You're a monster

You're a monster

You're a mon

Been staring up at the ceiling

Try to remember a feeling

(okay)

Stop asking me how I'm feeling

You know I'm good at concealing

Fuck it, it is what it is

I'm hurt, down, reeling

Might put a blade to my wrist

This feeling seems really appealing

That's how I used to feel, I'm past that now

It is what it is, baby

Don't be mistaken

If I could change it then I would change it

But we can't change it baby

What's the point of us going a whole different route if it ends in the same location, baby?

I guess I'm a monster

Mental state been spinning like a fucking helicopter

Why you making songs about her?

You don't even want her

Why she break no contact and you didn't try to holler back?

I guess I'm the monster

Tried to heal her heart

But damn near gave that girl a heart attack

We know I'm too smart for that

Fuck it I'm the monster

Know I hurt you often

I think I belong inside a fucking coffin

Ribs feel like they're tearing

I keep fucking coughing

I'm the fucking villain

But at least I'm honest

Can't go back

Why is it so hard to drop it?

Might relapse

I've been feeling so exhausted

Mistakes from the past

Flood my memories and haunt me

They haunt me

Somebody