Pretty When I Cry (healed version) Lyrics

Why is it that I feel

Pretty when I cry?

There's just something 'bout crying

That makes me feel alive

I've been thinking lately

I'll be turning 20 soon

Let's hope it's more exciting

I spent 19 in my room

But I know her better

Then when she wore

That blue sweater

And I read a letter

That said it's time

To free yourself

Go get better

I nod my head and

Opened up the page

Why is it that I feel

Pretty when I cry?

Maybe that is why

I do it all the time

I've been feeling lately

Like my heart is split in two

Guess that's the price of healing

It will mend together soon

But I know her better

Then when she lived

In that blue sweater

And I read a letter

That said it never

Was your fault

Don't you regret her

'Cause life was different

When I was your age

But we will find our way

We will find our way home

There's a new me trying to break through

But how can I let go of you

Guess we'll just have to see this through