If You Could See Me Now Lyrics

Every day has a different struggle

I'm holding on for dear life

Everyone stares at me like I'm trouble

And are they right?

They all see my destruction

So they wish me the worst

But I forgot to mention

What I've learned

I've been hurt to the core

And the hurt has shown me there's more

To what I've loved before

If you could see me now

Would your jaw hit the ground?

You would be so proud

If you could see me now

If you could see me

I've been alone for a long time

Been alone with my own mind

And the things they said about me

But the words are like music I can't help but listen

So I'm changing everything

My whole identity

To feel something

To feel just anything

Thanks for what you said

It went straight to my head

And I cleaned up the mess

If you could see me now

Would your jaw hit the ground?

You would be so proud

If you could see me now

If you could see me

My heart is numb

But I like what it's done

I'm liking my new side

And I can't wait for you to meet it sometime

If you could see me now

Would your jaw hit the ground?

You would be so proud

If you could see me now

If you could see me