No Lives Matter Lyrics

I make myself so miserable

I create problems that are not visible

I chase away everyone I tell

I create my own hole of hell

And it keeps getting deeper

I don't know if it can get any steeper

This time, the pain is too deep

This time I can't stop it

Sleep

There is no one else to help me home

So myself is all I have here alone

But he hates me more than anyone else

So there's no way to control myself

I sit here thinking how to end this pain

But there's only one more choice that remains

All these thoughts

Running through my head

Won't go away until I'm dead

Sometimes I hope this pain will end

But then I remember who I am

All these thoughts

Running through my head

Won't go away until I'm dead

I just wish all the things I've said

Will be forgotten inside this head

I hate

Because of my sadness

I hate

Because of my mind

I hate

Everything has a weakness

I hate

All of mankind