Pain Lyrics

Most of my problems I don't really talk, about

But this shit fucked me up so bad I could barely walk, around

Both big toes ingrown so far, felt like they were stuck

So far four doctors tried to cut, in then cut em out

More needles in your foot, more pills up in your mouth

Everywhere I had to go I had to slow it down, guess Evan is a little fat kid now

Me and mom drink a two liter of pop everyday, I wonder if that's helping out

Bloody socks when you take shoes off, you just wanna keep 'em on

When other parents see that shit, they think something's wrong

And it really is, but we're trying to address it

Really got gross when them bitches got infected

And I'm impatient, it's hard to accept it

And I don't wanna be with the fucking physician

They're trying to "help it" or heal it

You know that I'm fucking done dealing with this, cause I don't believe em

Feels like they're leading me on and they're using a liter of freezer just so they can

write it off

Fuck it, let's light it up

If you are a patient, remember that you are a client dog

Doesn't matter if this is your life or not, and that shit might hurt the most

I don't let it show, I don't say a thing, you would never know I'm always in pain

I don't let it show, I don't say a thing, you would never know I'm always in pain

Always in pain

Always in pain

Reacting all the time, they think I'm insane

Always in pain

Always in pain

You would never know that I'm always in pain

Antibiotics pill bottle, always on me, all the time

Homies thought that I was chopping Oxycontin on my grind

But no man, unfortunately, all those medicines are mine

What's wrong with you

Not much, other than my fucking AHH

What happened man

Nevermind

I don't understand, we're sitting down

I'm lifting my toenail, inside of my shoe and it's clicking out

That is fucking disgusting man

You don't have to tell me, trust me fam

We dealing with it the best we can

I just really don't want to fail gym again

Embarrassment is setting in

Exhausted when I walk for ten

Hip-hop got me talking, but flip-flops are not an option

I often sleep on it, awkward

I wake up and sheets are covered

In blood or some fucking puss that I swear to god looks like mustard

Now it is time to muster up enough courage

To face another day with chronic pain that you are unsure of

Kept getting worse until pop saved enough from serving to cover the operation

It murdered, but now I'm surfing

I don't let it show, I don't say a thing

You would never know, I'm always in pain

I don't let it show, I don't say a thing

You would never know, I'm always in pain

Always in pain, always in pain

Reacting all the time, they think I'm insane

Always in pain, always in pain

You would never know that I'm always in pain

I don't let it show, I don't say a thing

You would never know, I'm always in pain

I don't let it show, I don't say a thing

You would never know, I'm always in pain

Always in pain, always in pain

Reacting all the time, they think I'm insane

Always in pain, always in pain

You would never know that I'm always in pain

Fuck, I'm done with these pills now