My Madness ft. Leahh Lyrics

And this is what it feels like,

Dealing with the real life, honey

I wish that it could feel like,

Something that didn't feel like this

And I've been down in the ashes,

But shit happens

This is the sound of my madness

I've been down in the ashes, But shit happens

This is the sound of my madness, yeah

This is the sound of my madness, yeah

What I wouldn't give,

It's dependent on what it is

But I'd probably do it within a blink,

No different to him

But all my situations have turned out a little different to his

That's just the risk of the biz

The gist of it is

You have to live for this shit

But at the end will it be worth it to be distant

And constantly reminiscing on the days when you were kids and it hits

A little harder every day you have to live with this

Tryin' to paint a picture in your mind

So you can come with me and witness it

I'll make it as vivid as possible for your images

Me and a couple homies, some weed and a bit of liquor

We're sittin' inside a bush, with a bong, a pack of the rizzlas

We're playin' some Snack the Ripper,

Passing around a doobie

Laughing, makin' jokes,

Being irresponsible but that's just how it is when you're growin' up

With a vision of blowin' up, and a mission of showin' up

Want a sip from the golden cup, and everybody's like

Yeah, right,

But I believe it, still I strive to achieve it

And in some time, you will see that it's undeniably reachable

It's possible for me to be the winner of an unfair fight

It isn't fair, right, when I tear mics?

Like a pigeon in a bear fight this is do or die now,

I won't lie down

I just show up when they put the lights on

Then it's lights out,

I'm a different type now...

For instance, this shit has only taken me a couple of minutes

To rap and then write down

Fuck the past, I'm livin' it right now

But still I wish I could've seen how it would be different

But I learned to do the right, and I believe that I did it

So there's no need to be livid, at least I did put the pipe down

No sentiment for that, because although I could've sworn that I was flying

I can see that when I quit was when I learned how to fly (wow)

This isn't advice, my thoughts just slipped from my mind

I get excited when my brain produces gifts in the form of a vision written to life,

It's really written a life

I should be famous by now,

But I've been lazy so I'm dropping that and picking up the paper

I'm bound for where they're makin' my crown

I've been faded, now I need to do the work and put my stain on the ground

Cause when I die, that's the only way I'm remaining around

And this is what it feels like

Dealin' with the real life honey

I wish that it could feel like

Something that didn't feel like this

I've been down in the ashes

But shit happens this is the sound of my madness

I've been down in the ashes

But shit happens this is the sound of my madness yeah

This is the sound of my madness yeah

The way I'm feelin' now

These moments don't come back around

The way I'm feelin' now

These moments don't come back around

And this is what it feels like

Dealin' with the real life honey

I wish that it could feel like

Something that didn't feel like this

I've been down in the ashes

But shit happens if this is the sound of my madness

I've been down in the ashes

But shit happens this is the sound of my madness yeah

This is the sound of my madness yeah