when gardenias bloom ft. yogic beats Lyrics

I've got a flower it blooms and it grows

I've got a love it extends and it shows

Might overdose

On her love tonight

Been a couple weeks since I felt alright

Feelin better when she fall asleep in my bed at night

Finding closure when she hold me tight

Scare of love, but it feels so right

Let's get lost tonight

Yeah inside of your mind

You're exactly the person I've visualized

Every night in my dreams

Know that I plot and i scheme

I've got castles to build

Dreams to fulfill

People to heal

So when you put up all of those walls

I'll find peace in my entrance

And happily live in remembrance

I'm inside of her memories

She been lost since a child

Guess it explains the wild look in her eyes

And peace that she finds inside of those long car rides

With her hand in the wind

Trying to find the freedom she lost from the shit that she did

Cus I did the same

Know that it's coming back in the form of better days

Know I'm bumming out but I better wait

Been depressed, I self medicate

It done stunted my growth

Cut off emotions I really should show

Trapped in a cycle got nowhere to go

Takin a photo of synths to remember the placement

Aint got that much to say, but they still want a statement

Well, this is my thesis

Take all the bullets, and turn em to points

Take all your anger, and go smoke a joint

Always give love, don't you ever exploit

Always go hard like you play for Detroit

Lift up your brothers when they're in need of a hoist

Never speak for another unless they don't have a voice

Find peace in your void

You can always rebuild if you wanna destroy

The flower still blooms, yeah you don't have a choice

I know you've got a deep love for all your self hatred

But it's surely not your fault

You've been burdened so much

You've been burdened so much

We're all destined to fall

Said you never had love so I broke down your walls

Miss kissin you in those empty halls

And making out in those bathroom stalls

Our love was pure

What we both endured

Surely ran its course

Things got coarse

It was surely rough

Broke my heart when you ain't love me more

Since you left, I've been closing some doors

This garden we grew, has turned into lore

A place that I go when I feel I need more

Don't know what's in store

But I miss you a lot

Does your flower still bloom?

Or does it willow and rot

I've been tryna bring mine back to life

Doing something wrong but I'll get it right

Don't ask me once, gotta ask me twice

Cus the first time I'll always lie and say it's all alright

Not satisfied with my current conditions

Found a new light and broke through the systems

This garden we grew I swear that I'll fix it

Cus your love it always prevails

I'll bloom into new beginnings

Bloom, bloom

When I'm alone in my room, room

Bloom

Bloom

When I'm alone my tomb, tomb.

Bloom

Bloom